Sitting in my car

Who does that? Who just sits in their car staring at space, no thing I have that's actually mine, as much of an expensive headache it can be...its sometimes the only privacy I get that I can control. I go out there get inside sit down and just recline and stare up into the sky, sometimes I watch the sunset, sometimes I people watch, or I may go down to the water and stare out at the water. Its my momentary solace. I think, I pray, I cry, I laugh, but mostly I pray and think, sometimes I write, like now. Just clearing my head....