Exposed

So, I recently made my blog public, I mean it has always been 'public' but I was blogging kind of annoymously, no one who knows me knew I had a blog, just the strangers out in blog-land. I prefered it that way for a while because I enjoyed the freedom of it, being able to be 100%, not that I am not always genuine. But, I could share whatever I wanted and really put myself out there...the good, the bad, the ugly, without fear or inhibition you know? Besides, this was more therapy for me than anything else.

However, I realize that I can still be candid and share myself, my life, my world, with those who know me...or think they do (smile). I can't live in fear of what others think of me, thats never really been my style, so why start now right? I just don't want to offend or hurt anyone through sharing my honest thoughts, feelings, and opinions. And if it happens to be you, the person who will eventually take something I've shared or wrote about personally, then I apologize ahead of time....not for how I feel, but for whatever negative impact it had on you.

I know I posted a disclaimer before, (if you have not read it, please do before you get your panties in a bunch over anything expressed in my blog). The main point(s) of the disclaimer are just to say that yes I am a Christian, yes I am even a "Minister", and NO I don't do everything right, NO I don't have life all figured out, YES I do still bump my head and fall on my butt....A LOT. I make some dumb choices...(I won't call them mistakes, because are choices are very rarely if ever accidental....) I get discouraged, I get tired, I have a long way to go...salvation, our spiritual walk etc it is all a process and we won't get it all right over night. I make no excuses for myself. I take responsibility for ME. I'm just grateful and I thank God for Christ who sees us not where we are but where we will be, where He is taking us...the end result. I'm glad He mets us where we are and yet still bids us to come higher in Him.

So what you will find/read here within my blog, is me, my life...the stuff I face, the stuff I struggle with. And bear with me, it is not easy to put myself out here like this. Its never easy being naked and bear....uncovered.

But don't worry its not all serious and deep all the time...LOL a lot of foolishness will be included as well, a lot of randomness...and if there is anything you want to know or want me to write about, ask about etc. just contact me and let me know.